你现在到底清楚了吗？

Sunday, October 15, 2006

oh man. this is really one hectic month. if you can see my calendar, so far everyday has been taken up by sth, be it project meetings or some external meetings or all sorts of deadlines. and everyday of the next week has something i need to attend or complete. arghh. and dun think the next week is actually free cos i am pretty sure things will be slotted in time to come. i am jus taking a day at a time man. sometimes i dun even noe wad will happen tmr or the next week. i dun like the feeling of not knowing. but it seems this has kinda become a norm. i think october will be my most hated month.

i wonder if i am the only one who cant cope or if ppl around me have the same sentiment. then how do they cope?! crap. dint noe uni life is this hellish. cant believe the number of hours i spend in school on monday alone is almost equivalent to wad ppl overseas spend in school in a week. how come their school is so slack yet most of the times, overseas degrees (erm, must take into consideration that ppl i noe who are overseas are in reputable ones) are valued more??? irritated. i have been ranting almost non-stop since the month started. sorry for putting your ears thru the pain. but i realli appreciate it, thanks alot! u noe who u are.. =D need to snap out of the "wallowing in self pity" mood cos i know it aint gonna help things and will only give me even more negative thoughts. but i dunno how to lift myself! i seem to have lost myself. arghh. i have 102 ppt and 108 video to work on. better get my ass moving man.

i want mummy~~~~ :'(

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