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Friday, May 25, 2007

hooray!! 太棒了！we finally got the envelopes over and done with i.e. sent them out this afterrnoon!! =) so when you see people bringing a bag with my paper's logo and stuff (if they ever do bring it out), pls rmb i played a part, in fact quite a big part i would like to think, in getting those bags into their hands!!! =P ok lah, actually not that big a deal also. but imagine, i have been working on it for 2 weeks. the process is...woah.

and you know, that girl i talked about in my previous entry, she's not that bad afterall lah...haha. i dunno what caused the change, she actually got down to work and did quite a bit, maybe even a little more than i did, last night (we stayed in office till 10.30pm to stuff all the bags into all the envelopes) and this morning =P i cant help but think about how petty i actually am. but again, i really couldnt agree mah.. =X oh well, doesnt matter. cos really, when the job is done, no one remembers who did wad exactly anyway. i was just thinking...(pardon a little chinese here!)

为什么我一个人在整理那一堆地址，一个人在剪剪贴贴时，除了一些原本就知道我在做些什么东西的人外，没有人停下脚步问我在干嘛呢？为什么一直要等到我们在进行“大工程”时i.e.有另外一个人在做事、主任也要出动（记得我们还问她不是很忙吗、叫她快回去做，宁愿不要她帮忙，但她坚持）、还有一个记者客串帮忙把袋子和门票挤进信封的时候，才有人意识到我们的存在？你看出我字里行间的意思了吗？

我真的不是要计较谁付出比较多，谁做得比较好，这些都不重要，因为信件寄出时，没人会知道也不会去管东西是怎样送到他们手上的。但我只是希望被appreciated而已。认识我的人都应该知道，我是那种时不时就需要被身边的人肯定和认同的，不管是直接说也好，还是我说话时，你会笑……

今天，胡总（华文报最大老板之一）经过，也停下了脚步，问这些堆成一座一座山的信封是什么，我照实回答，哈拉一两句，还好。然后他再回来时，又问了我几句，在哪里读书、好玩吗、在哪里实习。然后不知在聊什么，我把自己的“身份”说出来，他竟然说：“我知道啊。”我心想：“这么多人，你记得哦？！”间中还有一两句话吧，然后他留下一句：“…是很好的锻炼。”

嗯…做admin的东西 - 而且还不是简单的admin，应该也是另一种体验吧？会不会从此，他就记得我是那个曾在我报pack 2000个环保袋的scholar? 哈哈。那也应该蛮有趣的吧？=)

允许我多说两句…庆幸昨晚主任来帮忙，要不然也不会有机会和她说那么多（因为她平时都超忙），工作之余还有点欢笑。=）

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