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Friday, July 06, 2007

right, my sis and i just came back from my grandpa's place to take a shower and i think we are going back pretty soon. i dun wanna sleep because i would jus wake up feeling groggier, if there's such a word...we were supposed to stay there thru the night. so i played monopoly (yes!) with my cousins and sis. haha =P it was really quite funny the way we played. i was the third to become bankrupt out of 6 players. wahhaah. you seldom hear such laughter at a wake, i think my grandpa would be laughing too if he saw. =D
i think i can tahan and stay up, just that my eyes will be a little swollen, and even more so tmr (i foresee tears), and i might get a headache after that. oh well. it's the final journey already. still feels so unreal to me...

i dunno what my grandpa would be thinking, but for yesterday and today, when i was paying my respects, i was saying "hello ye ye" in my usual chirpy tone! =P you think he heard me? haha...

you know what, last night my mum was suggesting that i go up to my grandparents' place to sleep for a while, but i just kept shaking my head for some odd reason. then she was saying, "hiya, all go up together no need scared mah...", i was just shaking my head. it's kinda odd i feel this way..i also cannot explain, maybe i am just really afraid of death. but i can just picture my grandpa saying "sor3 mui1 (silly girl)" like he always used to call me. haha =P so that's the third piece of memory i have with him..okok shall not ramble anymore...going to take a break then head down again.. =D

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